Stress

2021-01-31

Today was an incredibly stressful day. Nothing too incredibly big, but a lot of little things. I have a lot of little injuries that aren't bad on their own but means nearly everything I do right now is at least a little painful. The dog has been incredibly bratty today and out of control. I've been generally irritable and I'm ashamed that I have yelled more than once today, though not at somebody.

I've been looking at these GME stocks. It's been exciting learning about the stock market works, in much the same way that it's exciting to learn how corruption works.

There's a humble bundle out right now that has a lot of 'how to learn unity' type stuff. I might do that instead of my initial plan of taking the Unity-driven stuff. Though I'll still peek into a bit of both. I need a project, a way to express myself in some way, and I'm hoping video games are a way to do that. I know I'll have to learn how to do some audio or art or modeling or something to go along with it, but one thing at a time. I need the skeleton, the glue, before I can tackle the rest.